babies.

now im 8 months pregnant. i still can wear baju kebaya! hohoho!
last night i couldnt sleep. i looked at my darling daughter, KHALIESAH NURJANNAH, and i just feel so sad.. i've always told my husband that i didnt want to get pregnant after klecah. at least not for the first 3 yrs. but ALLAH have a bigger plan for me. and i found out that i was pregnant when klecah was about 7-8 months old. the news devastated me. but i learnt to love the baby inside me.. but last night as i looked at klecah, i wanted to cry.. at such a young age, she has to share her love with her younger sister. she is so happy now, she has all the attention. but after this, im afraid if she wont be as happy as she is now..haish..
i hope i'll be a good mother to both of them, i could give them the equal attention and love..

upset.