"if you're in a relationship, your boyfriend becomes your best friend, and your best friend becomes your second best friend"i guess that's true. i have a best friend who i can tell every single thing. even my darkest secret. we've been known each other for years. we've been together through our ups and downs. our friendship have always been special to me. when i got together with my boyfriend, she was the first one i told. she's my best friend, she knows everything. its natural, when you have a new boyfriend, you want to spend every little spare time you have with him. well i thanked god both my best friend and my boyfriend got along just fine.
i put my boyfriend ahead of her, i didnt have time for her. and eventually, she made new friends, and we dont hang out with each other anymore. i felt left out as i couldnt join her activities. i know i shouldnt feel that way as it was my choice not to join. and even though i made new friends, i just cant replace her. she's one of a kind. we fought a lot. and i accused her for not being a best friend, for not caring. and she was tired of my accusations and fightings. but she's a girl with such a big heart, and she always forgave me and still consider me as her best friend.
now we are miles apart. and for months i didnt contact her. we sort of lost contact. i made a decision that changed my life. and she wasnt happy. she was against it. but i needed her support and need her friendship now more than ever. a great friend she is, she gave me her supports and yet at the same time protested my decision. thank you so much, siti norlaili rahmanuddin. thank you for your support and being there. i love you.
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