missing her.

i had a fight with my best friend. it's been a week.
i dont think that im wrong, i just told her what i felt.
people change from time to time.
and i felt as if she has changed.
she became independent, it is good for her.
but i felt as if she doesnt need me anymore.
as if im nothing to her anymore.
we used to do stuff together,
back in those days where we contacted each other every other minute.
we tell each other what we did.
we gossip just about everything.
she was the first person i called, when my exes and i broke up.
she was the one who told me that everything will be fine.
she believes in me.
she has faith in me.
im tired of fighting. and i miss her.
i want her to understand how i feel,
how much i miss her old self.
i want her to accept that im changing too.
that i no longer want to keep my feelings inside.
i want to speak to her openly,
to tell her how i really feel.
i just want my best friend back.
after she left for aussie,
i noticed that other friends left me too.
they treated me differently.
they called my their bestfriends,
but never once contact me.
even though we're miles apart,
but she never forget about me.
true friends are hard to find,
and i've found mine.
and im missing her.